She was smarter and more confident  than other  children of her own age(at least people used to feel so)as in the age when generally the children use to go market with their parents and purchase things according to the choice of parents , she was the one in her family who was responsible to make the list for monthly needs , go to the  nearest and permanent shop ,pay bills accordingly(of course becoz of being the elder  child in the family).in later years in a early age she was aware how to make booking for cooking gas, how and where to pay bills for electricity and news paper and others. with the passage of time  in the age when other children  used to ask for more pocket money  she was the one who was supposed to help her mother  in the tasks related to bank like to submit the bank draft ,to fill the withdrwal form ,how to get a bank draft and many others. So she was confident enough to do all  the  tasks which normaly  her friends just used to see their  parents doing.but inside this small but confident girl there was a  childish  girl  who was not really so much  confident but used to pretend to be so. The reality was that she was a  little girl who used to feel safe with her parents and did not wanted to go alone to market ,to bank .to other offices. She was the one who some time got upset when some body did not behaved gently during various conversations during all  these responsibilities,who some time got hurt when some one (not only boys but some time  the older ones)made comments during the traveling and at other places. But she had to do all these things,she did and always pretended to be comfortable and confident while doing. And slowly slowly  it became her habbit to look confident and happy and bold. 

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